Why do I feel alone? Not alone in a sense where some form of personal interaction is necessary, but more so in an intellectual manner.
Is my way of thinking really that unique to the point that instinctive affections counteract a persons first initial approach?
My perspective on romance seems to be quite different but I can't be alone in the way I've learned to love. I "learned" how to love, meaning that there must have been a teacher. So there's a hope that I could still share the precious idea of romance I possess, but was I really the only student present during this course of affectionate assurance?
Can vulnerability be overlooked, undermined, and even under valued? I believe the response required is a sacrificial effort not many people are willing to partake in, but yet so many expect the end result without any effort involved.
Thank God I serve a Lord who believes in loving with vulnerability, even if it means sharing his perception with those who probably didn't take that "class".
We love each other because he loved us first. (1 John 4:19 NLT)
Dat REAL Talk!
A mans WORD is all he has to live for, and die for. Word is bond. Regaining Honor one moral at a time!-----------------------------------------> (John 1:1) In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.
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Tuesday, July 17, 2012
Lost souls incorporated.
"Come, follow me," Jesus said, "and I will send you out to fish for people." (Matthew 4:19)
I don't think I have realized the truth of this statement until just recently.
Jesus has fished for me, and let me tell you, he could have used any bait possible and I know for sure he would have reeled me in, without a doubt.
I never believed I was lost before I came to Christ. I thought I had life all figured out. Even till this day there are things in my life in which I need supernatural guidance for, but to give in was hard. It was hard learning that no matter how many years you have been investing in your ego and reputation, that it could all literally be shifted within a single solitary moment.
God has healed me of the major issues I used to deal with in my life, and honestly the recovery for that seemed swift and easy. It's not until I begin to grow my trust in him that I then begin to see how hard it is to recover from the internal issues I've created for myself that had let up to the larger problems.
When you truly begin to start feeling the macro changes in the deepest arena of your rationalizing, it's then that the recovery becomes hard. You can't deal with transformation of who you are, more like who you were. I am now made new in the eyes of the Lord and share in his everlasting glory! Take THAT all you who try to have me conform to images that you all have laid out for me. I know who I am, because of who I rely on. I have been transformed by the power of God. Nothing, nor anyone will take away the glorious experience I have had with my Lord, my God! Glory be to Jesus, forever and ever, Amen!
I don't think I have realized the truth of this statement until just recently.
Jesus has fished for me, and let me tell you, he could have used any bait possible and I know for sure he would have reeled me in, without a doubt.
I never believed I was lost before I came to Christ. I thought I had life all figured out. Even till this day there are things in my life in which I need supernatural guidance for, but to give in was hard. It was hard learning that no matter how many years you have been investing in your ego and reputation, that it could all literally be shifted within a single solitary moment.
God has healed me of the major issues I used to deal with in my life, and honestly the recovery for that seemed swift and easy. It's not until I begin to grow my trust in him that I then begin to see how hard it is to recover from the internal issues I've created for myself that had let up to the larger problems.
When you truly begin to start feeling the macro changes in the deepest arena of your rationalizing, it's then that the recovery becomes hard. You can't deal with transformation of who you are, more like who you were. I am now made new in the eyes of the Lord and share in his everlasting glory! Take THAT all you who try to have me conform to images that you all have laid out for me. I know who I am, because of who I rely on. I have been transformed by the power of God. Nothing, nor anyone will take away the glorious experience I have had with my Lord, my God! Glory be to Jesus, forever and ever, Amen!
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
Raising my child to be.......
Raising my child to be......
After having the gratification of spending a whole week with little children, it wasn't until we engaged in an intellectual conversation that i began to realize a problem.
Everything was great, as far as participating in the very nature of what a child's tendencies tend to be, but after a few days of interaction i became very surprised at the intellectual level of these children that were young enough not to have a reason for their logic.
So, me being the curious cat that i am, i began to ask questions. I mean why not, these kids were raised by engineers, lawyers, etc. lets find out what kind of principles were instilled within them.
"Who created the universe, what is in control of EVERYTHING?", i asked. Only to begin receiving answers that showed no correlation to the children's intellect. Giving me answers that were so far off from what i had assumed. Reason being because before this ultimate question had been announced, these kids were throwing facts at me left and write, and to then come to the conclusion that the best answer to my question was "nature".
You would think that coming from kids who understood the astrological assignments of the stars, the feeding tendencies of a shark, or even to go as deep as to explain the structure of an atom, would come up with a better answer than just "nature". Goes to show that the question had never been taught, let alone meditated on. Isn't this the job of the parents to establish a strong foundation in their kids so they can grow older to live morally pleasant lives? To build honor, respect, and a fear of the almighty God who ordains the very vibration of their atomic structure.
Now i know why God says: "If anyone causes one of these little ones—those who believe in me—to stumble, it would be better for them to have a large millstone hung around their neck and to be drowned in the depths of the sea"(Matthew 18:6).
Its better to DIE than to lead a child into a life blind to the reality that there is someone in authority greater than any of that which is of this world. How could a parent not see their responsibility of needing to lead their children to believe in the one thing that will always protect, guide, and nourish them? Do parents have a pride to them that keeps them from giving up authority to someone greater than themselves, as if they were the only ones responsible for the creation of the child.
Teach your kids to love God! Stop letting them live their lives with an intellect thats capable of absorbing everything they hear and that floats around this world with an unstable framework because no foundation was established. Parenting is such a huge responsibility! You are responsible for how that child responds to the reality they are confronted with everyday!
After having the gratification of spending a whole week with little children, it wasn't until we engaged in an intellectual conversation that i began to realize a problem.
Everything was great, as far as participating in the very nature of what a child's tendencies tend to be, but after a few days of interaction i became very surprised at the intellectual level of these children that were young enough not to have a reason for their logic.
So, me being the curious cat that i am, i began to ask questions. I mean why not, these kids were raised by engineers, lawyers, etc. lets find out what kind of principles were instilled within them.
"Who created the universe, what is in control of EVERYTHING?", i asked. Only to begin receiving answers that showed no correlation to the children's intellect. Giving me answers that were so far off from what i had assumed. Reason being because before this ultimate question had been announced, these kids were throwing facts at me left and write, and to then come to the conclusion that the best answer to my question was "nature".
You would think that coming from kids who understood the astrological assignments of the stars, the feeding tendencies of a shark, or even to go as deep as to explain the structure of an atom, would come up with a better answer than just "nature". Goes to show that the question had never been taught, let alone meditated on. Isn't this the job of the parents to establish a strong foundation in their kids so they can grow older to live morally pleasant lives? To build honor, respect, and a fear of the almighty God who ordains the very vibration of their atomic structure.
Now i know why God says: "If anyone causes one of these little ones—those who believe in me—to stumble, it would be better for them to have a large millstone hung around their neck and to be drowned in the depths of the sea"(Matthew 18:6).
Its better to DIE than to lead a child into a life blind to the reality that there is someone in authority greater than any of that which is of this world. How could a parent not see their responsibility of needing to lead their children to believe in the one thing that will always protect, guide, and nourish them? Do parents have a pride to them that keeps them from giving up authority to someone greater than themselves, as if they were the only ones responsible for the creation of the child.
Teach your kids to love God! Stop letting them live their lives with an intellect thats capable of absorbing everything they hear and that floats around this world with an unstable framework because no foundation was established. Parenting is such a huge responsibility! You are responsible for how that child responds to the reality they are confronted with everyday!
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Friday, June 29, 2012
Why?
Why are some things easier to get rid of than others? Why do I have to give in to everything that is thrown my way? Is there a way to be stronger and not be sucked into the evil deeds of greed?
Of course there is. Apostle Paul writes, "Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:6, 7)".
That's a powerful statement to have hope in, especially in a society where the very essence of multi taskment is embedded in our habitual tendencies. Leaving our minds to be scattered, and aimlessly looking for a foundation that will not be shaken by the misunderstanding of our assumptions.
In a society where the question "why?" seems to be the very thing that nourishes our doubt, being in control of every occurrence becomes the effect of the ignorantly mild form of interpretation we have all inherited. Cast our worry unto someone who truly cares about us! No one will love you more than Jesus, who warns you that by doubting and building your foundation off of this doubt, we will eventually be destroyed in our own efforts to create an everlasting experience of life.
That's why he says, ""Therefore everyone who hears these words of mine and puts them into practice is like a wise man who built his house on the rock. But everyone who hears these words of mine and does not put them into practice is like a foolish man who built his house on sand
(Matthew 7:24, 26)".
Clear instructions from a man living a couple thousand years ago, and we as a society still can't seem to get things together. Not only does he warn us of what our own internal assumptions will cause us, but he also reassures us that the answer lies within himself. Love Jesus above all and his peace and understanding will transcend any desire you have to hope in something "seen", rather than something "unseen".
Of course there is. Apostle Paul writes, "Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:6, 7)".
That's a powerful statement to have hope in, especially in a society where the very essence of multi taskment is embedded in our habitual tendencies. Leaving our minds to be scattered, and aimlessly looking for a foundation that will not be shaken by the misunderstanding of our assumptions.
In a society where the question "why?" seems to be the very thing that nourishes our doubt, being in control of every occurrence becomes the effect of the ignorantly mild form of interpretation we have all inherited. Cast our worry unto someone who truly cares about us! No one will love you more than Jesus, who warns you that by doubting and building your foundation off of this doubt, we will eventually be destroyed in our own efforts to create an everlasting experience of life.
That's why he says, ""Therefore everyone who hears these words of mine and puts them into practice is like a wise man who built his house on the rock. But everyone who hears these words of mine and does not put them into practice is like a foolish man who built his house on sand
(Matthew 7:24, 26)".
Clear instructions from a man living a couple thousand years ago, and we as a society still can't seem to get things together. Not only does he warn us of what our own internal assumptions will cause us, but he also reassures us that the answer lies within himself. Love Jesus above all and his peace and understanding will transcend any desire you have to hope in something "seen", rather than something "unseen".
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Dreams
Sometimes it feels as if being asleep seems to be the only logical way to look at life. Why couldn't life be what we dream?
Things would be so much easier if everyone in our world had the ability to become the creators we are all capable of being! No one would have issues because probability wouldn't exist, neither would fault.
Excuses would never be heard of, and happiness would be everyone's goal in life.
I wonder how difficult it would be though if Love were to be controlled by the discretion of just one soul rather than a couple's. The spouse of your dreams would be your current mate, but than what happens when curiosity no longer exist. Nothing would be in absence because all would be manifested through someone's creation.
What would life be if everyone received everything they ever wanted? Would there be such a thing as need or desire? Why would we want to diminish that, that to me is the most intriguing asset life has to offer!
"Do not be like them, for your Father knows what you need before you ask him." (Matthew 6:8)
Things would be so much easier if everyone in our world had the ability to become the creators we are all capable of being! No one would have issues because probability wouldn't exist, neither would fault.
Excuses would never be heard of, and happiness would be everyone's goal in life.
I wonder how difficult it would be though if Love were to be controlled by the discretion of just one soul rather than a couple's. The spouse of your dreams would be your current mate, but than what happens when curiosity no longer exist. Nothing would be in absence because all would be manifested through someone's creation.
What would life be if everyone received everything they ever wanted? Would there be such a thing as need or desire? Why would we want to diminish that, that to me is the most intriguing asset life has to offer!
"Do not be like them, for your Father knows what you need before you ask him." (Matthew 6:8)
Saturday, June 23, 2012
Egotistical"ism"
Why is ego such an important issue here in this world? Why does pride have to be the effect of all causes?
What you see isn't what you get. Thoughts that make you believe you are superior to any other human life is by far the result of your ignorance.
What would classify someone as being more "important" than anyone else, in a world where everyone is equal?
In my own belief, I believe that those who are in control of their thoughts, rarely deal with issues of feelings and emotions, which to me are the causes of superficial living.
We can sit back and watch the world around us take in different personalities and different assumptions as to how things SHOULD be, when in reality no one should ever have to seek guidance apart from Jesus because our minds, thoughts, and conscious all have the power to exceed all that divides a person's soul. Which in turn helps you relinquish what it is that each person seek's in life.
Find out who you are, not what they made you!
"I am not seeking glory for myself; but there is one who seeks it, and he is the judge." (John 8:50)
What you see isn't what you get. Thoughts that make you believe you are superior to any other human life is by far the result of your ignorance.
What would classify someone as being more "important" than anyone else, in a world where everyone is equal?
In my own belief, I believe that those who are in control of their thoughts, rarely deal with issues of feelings and emotions, which to me are the causes of superficial living.
We can sit back and watch the world around us take in different personalities and different assumptions as to how things SHOULD be, when in reality no one should ever have to seek guidance apart from Jesus because our minds, thoughts, and conscious all have the power to exceed all that divides a person's soul. Which in turn helps you relinquish what it is that each person seek's in life.
Find out who you are, not what they made you!
"I am not seeking glory for myself; but there is one who seeks it, and he is the judge." (John 8:50)
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Thursday, June 21, 2012
Princess of God poem
The agony and pain, so easy to obtain/thoughts in my mind are driving me insane/
I can't stop looking and can't stop feeding, needing the the things that force me to play/
I look at her and begin to lust, my eyes I've learned I cannot trust/
her shape is conformed, to the images that please/not realizing my mind, is creating the tease/
it's not about her breast, her butt, or legs/ the mess of my thoughts, would show me no less/
of who I am, more like who I was/ in God I trust, now I'm transformed to love/
I don't like that I saw women as toys/thought I was a man, But truly a little boy/
I can't provide for another, so why shop with my sight/fantasizing about strangers, the way I should for my wife/
thank you God for giving me life, allowing me the sight of beauty, not the tights/
with my head in the psalms, I look past the bod/ next time we see a women, let's just remember shes a princess of God/
But wait I'm not finished, cuz it gets lonely to wait/diminished temptation, only increases your faith/
abandoned from blessings, oh so it seems/willing to deny Christ, to satisfy your needs/
Don't give in, and just wait a moment/for God, not flesh, is what you put hope in/
ladies stop settling, for man is blind to your worth/if he's not lost in God, you'll be drowning in hurt/
as for men, learn to love her, grab her heart and smother/treat her the way you would to your mother/
but be sure of commitment, or dump and don't bother/ let's stand up as Men and regain our HONOR!/
be loyal, faithful, don't cheat and don't lie, cuz she deserves the rest of your life/
if you think I'm playing see what God says, about what the church meant to JESUS/
ladies, next time a guy is down to have sex, analyze his commitment, is he down till the death/
By Jeremy veras
I can't stop looking and can't stop feeding, needing the the things that force me to play/
I look at her and begin to lust, my eyes I've learned I cannot trust/
her shape is conformed, to the images that please/not realizing my mind, is creating the tease/
it's not about her breast, her butt, or legs/ the mess of my thoughts, would show me no less/
of who I am, more like who I was/ in God I trust, now I'm transformed to love/
I don't like that I saw women as toys/thought I was a man, But truly a little boy/
I can't provide for another, so why shop with my sight/fantasizing about strangers, the way I should for my wife/
thank you God for giving me life, allowing me the sight of beauty, not the tights/
with my head in the psalms, I look past the bod/ next time we see a women, let's just remember shes a princess of God/
But wait I'm not finished, cuz it gets lonely to wait/diminished temptation, only increases your faith/
abandoned from blessings, oh so it seems/willing to deny Christ, to satisfy your needs/
Don't give in, and just wait a moment/for God, not flesh, is what you put hope in/
ladies stop settling, for man is blind to your worth/if he's not lost in God, you'll be drowning in hurt/
as for men, learn to love her, grab her heart and smother/treat her the way you would to your mother/
but be sure of commitment, or dump and don't bother/ let's stand up as Men and regain our HONOR!/
be loyal, faithful, don't cheat and don't lie, cuz she deserves the rest of your life/
if you think I'm playing see what God says, about what the church meant to JESUS/
ladies, next time a guy is down to have sex, analyze his commitment, is he down till the death/
By Jeremy veras
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