I don't think I have realized the truth of this statement until just recently.
Jesus has fished for me, and let me tell you, he could have used any bait possible and I know for sure he would have reeled me in, without a doubt.
I never believed I was lost before I came to Christ. I thought I had life all figured out. Even till this day there are things in my life in which I need supernatural guidance for, but to give in was hard. It was hard learning that no matter how many years you have been investing in your ego and reputation, that it could all literally be shifted within a single solitary moment.
God has healed me of the major issues I used to deal with in my life, and honestly the recovery for that seemed swift and easy. It's not until I begin to grow my trust in him that I then begin to see how hard it is to recover from the internal issues I've created for myself that had let up to the larger problems.
When you truly begin to start feeling the macro changes in the deepest arena of your rationalizing, it's then that the recovery becomes hard. You can't deal with transformation of who you are, more like who you were. I am now made new in the eyes of the Lord and share in his everlasting glory! Take THAT all you who try to have me conform to images that you all have laid out for me. I know who I am, because of who I rely on. I have been transformed by the power of God. Nothing, nor anyone will take away the glorious experience I have had with my Lord, my God! Glory be to Jesus, forever and ever, Amen!
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